I was seventeen years old when I
decided to join the Merchant Marines. It was 1943 and I was in high school. I was from
Kansas City, Missouri and I didnt know anything about the Merchant Marine. I
didnt want to be a foot soldier, I only knew that I was going to be on the water
instead of the mud! The Merchant Marine was different than the other armed forces and we
didnt salute or wear uniforms. The Merchant Marines were the men who ran the ships
that brought important cargo and supplies to our soldiers overseas. We were paid $60 a
month. The Merchant Marine and the Naval Armed Guard supplied 95 percent of the goods our
sixteen million servicemen needed overseas. The Naval Armed Guard was made up of Navy
personnel assigned to our vessels who manned the guns. 
By early 1942, our ships were
being torpedoed faster than they could be built. One Allied convoy, PQ-17, was made up of
39 cargo ships and tankers headed for Murmansk, Russia without a military escort. Only 11
of them made it to Murmansk. At this time there was a blackout of all of the cities along
the East Coast. The biggest ship building program in the world was launched in 1941 to
build the Liberty ships. This program produced nearly three thousand cargo ships of
all-welded construction and built in sections. One of them, the Robert E. Perry was
completed in 4 days, 15 and ½ hours. This was done as a publicity measurethe
average time needed to complete a Liberty ship was 45 days. The ships were 441 ½ feet
long and werent very fast. They could only go 91/2-11 knots. But they could carry a
lot of cargo. There was an even larger, faster series of ship after the Liberty, called
Victory ships. Even though these ships cost $2 million, the rule of thumb was that if one
of these ships was able to deliver its cargo one time and was then sunk, it had paid for
itself.
One time, my ship, the Hobbs Victory was delivering ammunition from the arsenal
at Richmond, California to the American forces on Okinawa. We were hit by a Kamikaze plane
at around 4:30 in the afternoon on the port side of our ship. The engine boiler blew up
and we fought the fire for four hours. With tons of high explosives on board we were told
to abandon ship. We abandon ship rather than fight the fire. All we had were the clothes
and shoes we had on!!You asked me if I was afraid? It didnt bother us at first.
After we got sunk it bothered us. It was scary. Anyone who says that they werent
scaredstay away from them. Theyre idiots or liars!
I
was never wounded and our crew was picked up by a minesweeper and transferred to a
hospital ship. On the voyage home we didnt have our shoes or any of our things, and
had to share simple things like cups and plates with the ships crew.
When we heard about Hiroshima we were on board ship in the Pacific and headed west, and
we were scared. None of us knew anything about the bomb and there were rumors that the
radioactivity could contaminate the waterways. We had no idea what the reports meant and
no way to get information. After the war we delivered cargo to New Guinea. We slept on
canvas cots with the portholes open because it was so hot.
Ours was a dangerous job, because if you were shipwrecked in the North Atlantic nobody
could stop to pick you up because of the danger of enemy attacks. The water was so cold
you would freeze to death in minutes. Early in the war the Liberty ships werent
armed, but later the Navy assigned men to the two 3in. guns and eight 20mm guns on each
ship. The Merchant Marines had the highest casualty rate of any of the armed forces. In
the Marines there was a casualty for every 34 men. For the Navy it was one in 114. In the
Merchant Marine it was one in 32!
Im proud of the excellent job we did, because each fighting man needed 7 to 10
tons of supplies per year to support him. This includes beer, food, toothbrushes,
clothing, telephone poles, boots, tanks, railroad ties and other things. Thats what
the Merchant Marines did, we supplied those guys. This was the "miracle of
production" that helped America win the war because the Germans didnt produce
as much. The big mistake that Hitler made during the war was that he failed to invade
England because it made a perfect base for the D-day invasion. People joked that the
island was slowly sinking under the weight of all the airplanes and other supplies! I
guess we won the war because the US didnt make as many mistakes.
(Click
on the document to see it up close) After the war I returned home to Kansas City, I was 19
and went back to school. Later, I got married and worked for the Missouri Highway
Department until I retired in 1988. After that I did volunteer work and went to area
middle and grade schools to talk about the Merchant Marine and make people more aware of
what they did and the sacrifices that these servicemen made. I think that it is very
important that the United States government in 1988 recognized the Merchant Marines and
Naval Armed Guard as veterans of the war. While at that point I couldnt take
advantage of the things like the GI Bill that helped some servicemen go back to college,
Im proud that Ill get to have the American Flag on my coffin when I die, like
other servicemen do. 
I still
meet with my Merchant Marine friends oftenand have been very active in getting
support for a memorial to be built to the Kansans who died serving in the Merchant Marine
and Naval Armed Guard. Ill show you some pictures of the memorial that we built on
the Arkansas River in Wichita, and we hope to be able to build one on Brush Creek here in
Kansas City that displays their names.